P.M.L.

it shouldn't be about security...competition...ease
what does it take to stop being a crybaby

what happened to going with the flow
letting things fall into place
if destiny is real then why try to make it happen?
maybe cause i'm trying to make our lives into a five act play
but remember, i'm not the big G-o-d or even Shakespeare
if i was, i might just be setting us up for tragedy
"if you feel that he's the only one for you, then fight for it"
or "if it was meant to be you'll find each other in the future"
or "you're too young to have to deal with it"
so what? just cause adults are old they should have to deal with these difficult things? how can i ever mature and grow up if i don't try now when this is when i'm most capable of growing and mending?

i confuse and contradict myself.
sometimes i think this cacophony could end with just three words.
but of course, that'd just prove my pussyness. pussy pussy pussy

Laser Hair Removal

maybe someday i wont look like this anymore!

i miss the outside world

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